when you drink the water and the tummy go sploosh sploosh
okkkk so I might be going to the US in December ??? like there’s still a very slim chance that I actually will, everything’s just being talked about and stuff no actual solid plans yet but my sister suggested that she’d be willing to pay for one ticket which would be amazing and mum’s kind of on board as well bc she probs loves the idea that me and my beloved lister would be reunited and gosh I’m getting excited ! I might be spending this new year’s in NYC for fuck’s sake, and I know it’s probably busy as hell itself and all that jazz but I just love the idea so so so much ! I mean there was nothing wrong with my previous new year (except of course the fact that I threw up for the first time in 10 years and nearly had alcohol poisoning but it was all good anyway), it’s just that I could really use something to look forward to. Like really really.
!!!!!!!! I’m probably jinxing it all now but I just thought I’d share because I really fucking love the idea even if it doesn’t happen !
im tired of things costing money
tom odell - supposed to be
constantly torn between feelings of crippling sadness and gratitude for the fact that I now have a chance to have a really meaningful and fulfilling friendship develop from this
this is so draining like honestlyyyyyy
i have seen the future and this will never be okay
IT WAS THE MSOT BULLSHIT DEATH HIS POWER WAS LITERALLY SURVIVAL HE WAS ABLE TO SURVIVE SHI